Friday, July 14, 2006
I'm going insane...
I'm some crying shiet...
I can cry for no rhyme or reason...
I can't take it anymore...
I'm breaking apart soon...
very soon...
why is it that i feel so danm useless...
what have i done to make 'someone' avoid me...
am i losing friends?
am i losing moi loved ones?
i do not know...
i no longer know anything...
i feel so confused...
i feel so helpless...
what is becoming of me...
why am i like this...
i feel weak...
recently b4 i got home...
i would cry non stop...
ytd i went out on a movie with Maki (moi darling)...
then when we parted to go home...
i feel damn sad...
because if i am not living with him any longer...
tt means i can't see him often...
he's too absorbed in the games...
but i dunno why i cried so much...
still makes no sense to me...
and i needa say thank you to renewbie...
i called him ytd while he was in a dota match...
and i just kept on crying and crying...
i couldn't stop...
really thanks renewbie...
i'm sad case-ed...
haiz...
what is life...
is life meant to be tt way?
_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 9:36:00 am__
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