Friday, July 14, 2006

I'm going insane...

I'm some crying shiet...

I can cry for no rhyme or reason...

I can't take it anymore...

I'm breaking apart soon...

very soon...

why is it that i feel so danm useless...

what have i done to make 'someone' avoid me...

am i losing friends?

am i losing moi loved ones?

i do not know...

i no longer know anything...

i feel so confused...

i feel so helpless...

what is becoming of me...

why am i like this...

i feel weak...

recently b4 i got home...

i would cry non stop...

ytd i went out on a movie with Maki (moi darling)...

then when we parted to go home...

i feel damn sad...

because if i am not living with him any longer...

tt means i can't see him often...

he's too absorbed in the games...

but i dunno why i cried so much...

still makes no sense to me...

and i needa say thank you to renewbie...

i called him ytd while he was in a dota match...

and i just kept on crying and crying...

i couldn't stop...

really thanks renewbie...

i'm sad case-ed...

haiz...

what is life...

is life meant to be tt way?


_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
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